book review- The Protected by Claire Zorn

hey chickens,
so a few weeks ago i read a book called The Protected by an author called Claire Zorn. now Claire Zorn is an Australian author and her books are also based in Australia, and this isnt sponsored but i quite love Claire Zorn's writing.

The Protected is a book about a girl (her name is Hannah) and her sister dies. through-out the book everything is explained. like how her sister died, their relationships with all the characters and this boy Josh. Hannah's family is broken, her mother is depressed and her dad is injured, she cant really talk to anyone about what has happened and her life is honestly a bit of a living hell.
this book was so realistic and was bloody amazing and because this happens to people and it made me think like Emma you are so damm lucky. also ii was kinda jelous of what Josh was willing to do for Hannah like um hello my crush, what are you playing at.
I will admit i think i cried for about half an hour right before the end of the book, it wasnt just about the book i was thinking like this happens people lose brothers, sister, mothers, fathers, friends, auntys, uncle and cousins but i was thinking if i lost anyone in my life i probably wouldn't cope with it.

So overall i give this book 5/5 it was so good i would so read it if i was you and also a book called The Sky So Heavy is just as amazing book, so go check these out and yeah
i love you all very much, your amazing, your endless support means so much to me i cant even describe and until next time bye, love ya

UPDATE- My Crush

hey chickens,
so i havent done a blogpost on my crush since like the 16 of June so i thought i would keep you guys posted even though your proably not at all interested and your just like omg emma just shut up its just a stupid crush you'll get over it in a month, i understand what you mean. but lets get into it.

now im like 100% positive that he doesnt like me. but im 100% sure i like him and yeah not the best mix. its a love like it hurts, it hurts to love him if you know what i mean. ive told one of my friends that i like him and i thought she was going to like full on over react but she didnt and said we would be cute together. ive just faced one problem if we did date, im taller than him and not ust like a little bit maybe about 4-5cm taller than him so thats a bit of a problem, but ill probaly never date him so it will be fine. this is only like the 5th guy ive liked (that isnt a celebrity) and i know this is really bad but ive low key planned out what i would say if he asked me out, i know im savage, im sorry. but this was just an update, you proably dont even care but i just like etting it out so its not bottled up inside of me

So  love you all so very much, you mean the world to me, your amazing, your endless support means the world to me and until next time bye, love ya

Have you ever picked up on this?

hey chickens,
so this is just going to be a quick post because ive noticed this a lot recently and i just wanna know if you have noticed this too.
So basically in t.v shows and movies females always have their hair curled, like ive been watching a fair bit of tv and movies because the weather has been so bad and legit in everything females always have their hair curled. you rarely ever see them with straighten hair, personal i quite like straighten hair but i was just wondering if you have ever noticed it.
This made me proably noticed it because a few weeks ago i had a whole 6 season of pretty little liars marathon on netflix and i kept noticing they practically always had their hair curled, not just the 4/5 main girls but like every female.
this was just some weird thing ive noticed and wanted to share, so the next time you are watching a movie ot t.v show, look at the females hair and it will probaly be curled

I love you all so much, your amazing, your support means the world to me and until next time bye

have you ever wondered..... The universe and space

hey chickens,
so im going to start this little series called have you ever wondered. basically its going to be a bunch of different topics about things that arent really explained and are just a little bit crazy, strange and a little bit scary. this blogposts topic is going to be about the universe and space because i spend hours trying to figure this out and my mind ends up in a tangle.

Now, a few years ago i had a teacher and he was saying something about the plants and space and that there is no wall saying it goes no further, it just goes on forever and never stops and we live in the universe that keeps on going. like most people think we live in this planet that is so big and so many places to go, but if you think of it like this, we are a small planet, called earth, there is so many other planets just in our solar system and just thinking about it now is strange.

just looking at this picture is like, there has to be more planets out there, more people and to think that its so weird. also i think there are alien type things out there, maybe not green and with a big head but none the less alien type things and of-course their has to be more humanity out there because we cant just be the only human form and living life out here, its just so strange to think about.
i read this theory once that our life is really a reality t.v show for aliens, and that this earth is like keep up with the kardasians but yeah, little bit crazy to think about. but itsnot totally out of the question because if you have watch the Divergent series then you know what im talking about its just mind blowing.

So thanks for reading, i love you all very much and your all amazing and your support means the world to me and until next time bye, love ya.
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People are just strange

hey chickens,
so lately ive been thinking, most things seems to come back to people, positive and negitive. its actually make me look at everyone in my life (from school) and think, they dont like me, this person is just using me and things like that so i thought i would share just incase your having the smae thing happen to you because its horrible when you think someone is like your friend and they do something despicable.

Now im not really part of a friendship group because one of them has about 4 or 5 girls and at recess and lunch, im the one who will try and say something and get talked over and nobody ever really cares or pays attention too or sticks up for. then im kinda part of another group but their is 3 of them and one of them is so annoying, then the other two are nice but i can tell im an outsider. i have one other friend but she is in the popular group and i dont really get accepted or like those crowds.
So basically heres a story for you, i found out this and i was in-front of the girl and she didnt even care. they were talking about her birthday about how they would have loved to sleepover but the understand they cant, i wasnt invited to sleep over, and the girl didnt even care about me, so i thought she was a friend and liked me and i also felt kinda hurt because everyone else their was invited except me and i was a bit like whoa just ok. then im also getting left out of group things. this is horrible to go through because i think their is something wrong with me, like and it makes me even more insucure and second guessing myself. now i really want a boyfriend (and of-course my crush or edward cullen) so i like have someone i know i can count on, but i mean thats never gonna happen. its just i feel so out of place and im over thinking everything too much, and i really dont want it to happen to any of you. if you haven't been through this, then the feeling is like a bit of an empty feeling, like you dont feel anything because after a while, you expect these things to happen because ive been having friendship problems since prep, so this is my 8 year (im in year 7) and its just a bit like oh ok, thanks, and i belive in guardian angles and kinda god, but its a bit like why arent they helping me is this because of something i did like why. i dunno because than they think im a push over so they do things but i want their approvel so i let them push me over. i just wish i could get peoples approval without trying and people would acceot me because the start of high school was great but now, its shit and i still have so many years to go and like i said i really like this guy (not as much as
edward Cullen) and then people i thought where friends just i feel alone. but when i get home i have you guys and its amazing and its perfect, its like once i get off the bus everything changes because at home everythings great but school just transports everything. also im confused because who actually likes me and who is faking and also its always point out Emmas flaws and lets pick on Emma, ok here we go heres another story for you. last term we were in class and i was sitting next to my friend  and when everyone goes through puberty they have hair grow on their upper lip so my friend noticed and decided to yell out in-front of the whole class 'Emma has a... then i got so annoyed, like i have never used that tone before and im just like dont saying my friends name going dont, then she said quitely moustach. i have brown hair so it was kinda noticable and then i used some cream to get rid of it over the holidays but if it was any other girl their i knew she wouldnt have done it. and they always say emma look on they bright side and why are you depresed, and its like why do you think, somedays you make my life a living hell and im sick of it so yeah no wonder im not looking on the bright side it just god so annoying.

I am so sorry for this post, but i thought i would share it so now or in the future if your going through the same thing you can come back to this post because its a shit feeling. you all are amazing and worth it. my instagram, twitter or e-mail is always open to have a chat, always because your not the only one and if you need to let off some steam come to me. i love you all a lot and you really dont understand how much you mean to me and how much i love every single one of you. until next time bye, love you
ps- sorry for this post, dont worry about me i just have to find some friends but i will and like i said this just seems to happen at school so that leaves all my good side for you guys and if you did read the post thank you and i really just want to be as true with you guys as i can.

What i want to do with my life

hey chickens,
so i was thinking about a blogpost idea and this hit me, what i actually want to do with my life because on the radio the other day they where saying about how the lifestyle of getting maried and having kids then you will be happy and it got me thinking so without futher a do lets get started,

now i do want kids and two of them because i wouldn't want one because most only children i know are so annoying (no offence if your an only child, your probaly really nice and not annoying!) and three or more would be too much to handle so two would be plenty for me. then i would like to get married but only if i find the right guy, because i dont wont to marry any old joe then regret it and have to get into all divorce systems which can get messy, so i would only get married if i found the right go for me. for my job i would love to be a lawyer (but relisticly it wouldnt happen) or a politician. i would like to be living in an apartment in Melbourne, but none the less living in melbourne.

So that is what i want to do with my life when im an adult and of-course i will still want to be blogging, like duh.
so thanks for reading, i love you very much, you mean the world to me, your all amazing and until next time bye, love ya